I've been working in a bookshop since last September. If I add up the eighteen months I worked there before, it would sum up two years or something like that. Still, people can't stop surprising me.

On Sunday, a woman who's an acquaintance both to me and my father - for she is the wife of someone I know and she has worked with my father - passed by the bookshop after the morning mass. I always loved religious people. Or not really. But it doesn't really matter. What concerns this little episode is the moment she was talking to a colleague of mine and asked for advice on a book she'd like to offer someone. My colleague told her that maybe I could find her a nice book. Diligently, I browsed around and looked for something suitable for her. I decided upon
The Shadow of The Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon.
After a two minute recommendation on the why's and benefits of reading this book, she excused herself from buying it, claiming she still had time to look up for something else, but that she would "register the recommendation".

Today, I worked with that Sunday colleague again and she told me that this woman, the faithful religious figure, passed by the bookshop again on Monday, while I wasn't there. And she told me that she did this remark which really impressed her. In her own words, the client told her that "she didn't take the book upon your suggestion because she thought you would be just like your father, who is a socialist, and you might be selling her a political or socialist book." My colleague told me she was baffled at her remark and told her that I was the only one in that bookshop who read all sorts and genders of books, covering religion, spiritualism, philosophy, psychology, politics, poetry and novels. And she also stated that upon my suggestion, our previous manager also read The Shadow of The Wind and had loved it a great deal.

I was and am still shocked. But as everything can turn out to be a lesson, I have learnt upon speculation that she doesn't like my father (for him being a socialist), nor Socialism (whatever it means in her mind), nor me (whatever she thinks of me). To be honest, I always found her stupid and sheepish societywise but still I think I was always nice and pleasing towards her. It's funny but I tend to insert a greater number of people in this cathegory as years go by and I grow older but I try to conceal these considerations to myself, nor for arrogance but for the respect for bio-diversity, as my good friend Cláudia Chelala used to say back in the Amazon days.
Who/What is a socialist anyway?
Labels: The Guy with the Fuck-You-Hat